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"but i'm still here 
and small
so small.. how could this struggle seem so big?
so big…"

Ups and downs took me to other places,

They think I am wonder woman.

Saving the world at nights,

they just don't know,

That I wish I could at least save myself.

from myself.

More than I despite people who hurt me, I despite people who hurt those I love.

O> "what's missing in your life right now?"

Me> "I can deal with a lot of things, but I can't give up the serenity, calm, peace, tranquillity".

where am I? I miss the kid I used to be. 

Remember where were you 1000 days ago?

he was free.

Do you remember what you've been doing in the past 999 days?

he was sitting in a dark place. alone. away from everything he ever knew. 

for 1000 days he's fading.

We're still waiting. before he totally fades away. 

I can't control nor deal with it anymore. where ever I am I don't feel safe.
It makes me tired. and powerless.
Is it just fear? or may it's anxiety?
I am mentally tired.

F.E.A.R. (You got the fear)
 

it's all just too crazy,
too fast,
too empty.

Exactly one year ago, I've lost my best friend.
One year that I haven't stopped loving him, missing him, dreaming of him for a second.
He was the most faithful creature I have ever met.
And for the few years I got the chance to be with him, I should thankful for the rest of my life.
You can learn a lot. even from a dog.
Wherever you are, I just hope that you're treated as you should. like a king.

 <3