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I found my first bug yesterday, the N95 doesn't support one of our features, and  I am proud of myself. (and silly). ha-ah =) the N95 pretty sux.

slowly but safe,  I am about to complete my wish-list. ok, not. but I am one step closer..

I did this major movement of moving to mac, and for now. WOW. what can I say? I am in love. I took the Daniel's mac-mini and I am so happy with it. first of all, I don't feel like I am in a battle field anymore, the noises that my PC used to do, wow. everyhing is so comfortable. 

at work, I don't really find myself in the social life. It's the first time that something like that happens to me. never had a social problems anywhere before. no matter where I was I found myself. and I don't find myself there… too bad it can effect me in some ways. I had some issues with  the guy who in-charge of my training and I almost cried there. urgh. I just felt like he's laughing at me..

at the gym everything is ok, I found out that on Friday I've got the best music to train with (Friday rock jukebox on VH1).  I broke my 5 km and now I am running 6 km I never thought I'd say anything like that but I actually love it, and go there 4-5 times a week, I never thought I'de wake up and go to the gym before work, NEVER.

I uploaded alot of pictures
I am off to the shower now. 

The dinner was good, we were only 7 people which was weird, but the food was great and I liked the limited way. right after dinner I went to the cheers. Guy joined me there and I saw Shani with Ami and then Dina also joined us. I got to see 'N' lol. =P after the cheers Guy was too drunk to drive all the way to Jerusalem and came over. now something really strange happened that night. when I woke up at 9:00am, I saw that someone took the mirror of my wall and put it on the floor, most of my make-up fell on the floor, all the books where out of the shelves and there was water all over the floor. the weirdest part is that when we went to sleep around 4am everything was in the right place. I didn't touch it, Guy says he didn't touch it as well and the door was locked all night.
Seriously, WHAT HAPPENED?
On Thursday night I went out to the sublime to say happy birthday to Morag, and I was suffering there, literally. I can't remember when was the last time I didn't want to stay in some place as I didn't want to stay there. the moment Daniel arrived I was like "we're going. NOW". so we headed to the cheers. once again, and I think I found that I can't sit there another night cause I felt like I wanna go after 40 minutes (which never happened to me before). The music was cool and 'N' was there. but it didn't feel as good as i was expecting. we went home and talked in the car for another hour or so.
On Friday I had Shani's bridal shower. I finally got to give her the present. and I am glad she liked it. it was nice, but I felt a bit like an outsider, don't know, didn't get along with most of the girls and the jokes. at least I learned about the people I want to hang out with and those I feel uncomfortable with. After that I went for sushi with Daniel, and went about around his block and sat @the mate bar. Actually the music there kinda surprised me, and there was a cute dog with his cuter owner =P I had fun with D, and actually told him some stories from the past that I never told him and it was funny and embarrassing =).

coming back home alone wasn't the best way to end the evening.. but.. I'll manage. 
and I think that now I know what it feels for a guy when experiencing an impotence. at least that was the first thing I felt, few days ago. 

Tomorrow, work again. I feel like I already want to go there. hehehe =) 

Happy New (jewish) Year. 

The new job is quiet nice. Though they gave me this shitty mapping thing to do. but I get to find some new things about my ability to face crappy lil tasks such as this.
I faced this really ugly situation with one of the workers there, giving me such an ugly remark about the level of my ring tone. god, it was the first time my phone rang there (out loud). and there are some different ways to say such things. especially that it's the first time it happens. I'm glad Amit is there.
Today after work, I took the long way back home (I can take the short one and it takes about 5 minutes), the weather was more than fine and I listened to my Ipod and I wore this nice smile upon my face. =$

I don't know what's going on but I can't fall asleep lately. and I am dead tired. blah. 

First day at work was ok, I've got a lot of things to study and I really need to refresh my memory regarding to all the things I forgot already after long time that I havn't deal with networks and stuff. all in all it seems like a good place for me, really close to where I live, I got the conditions I wanted, cool and young team, though it seems to me that one of the interviewers that interview me there didn't really want me in this job, but, I guess it's his problem. (I get really bad vibes from him). additionally it's nice knowing someone in the workplace before you start. he gives me some confidence. 
On Sunday there is a company event, which is usually nice but I don't know the people there yet so I am going to feel a little left out. alas!!

The weekend was kinda quiet for me, I didn't go out at all, made my depression levels rise a bit higher,  but maybe its good to stay at home once in a while. (too bad it drives me crazy).
It's funny how whenever you need someone or want someone to be around, you feel so lonely. I guess drowning in work in the next few weeks will make me forget (at least for half of the day) about all these things that bother me.

Have a good week. 

I got it!!! I got the job!!! I am a hi-tech worker!!
I wanted it so much and tomorrow is my first day!

woooo–hoooo =P