Thursday was my last day at work. I did "tofes tiulim" and after work, went to the Inga. I couldn't believe it.. I had a lot of fun. and all the people I love came to celebrate with me. I got REALLY nice presents, and it was actually things I really like. It is sad that I have to live, I met there people that I truly love, and found lots interesting, funny friends.
I spent Friday at home most of the day, then I went to visit my grandfather. When I came back, I felt kinda lonely and needed a friend to be with. so I called Ori, and we both went out for a couple of drinks. I love talking and listening to him. I think he's smart and extremely funny. he always know what say and says it right. I am thankful I had the chance to meet him and have him next to me. and he was actually the only person I wanted to see last night.
Now I am in K8, I brought all of my stuff in here (tho I still have few things in my car). I am terribly excited from the big day tomorrow. I am sure it'll be lots of fun. Good luck to all of the students out ther 
I haven't been writing for a long time. too many things kept me busy. The new dogs, Pluto, My work. everything changes every day.
Yesterday it has been 2 months since Pluto has gone, as stupid as it may sound for some of the people, I can't get over it. I am thinking about it ALL the time. I miss him like I've never missed anyone in my life. I never thought he took such a big part of me. Last night I woke up around 03:30AM cause I thought I heard him barking, I came out of the window to see if it's him and to call him but then I realized it was Steve. 
I can't deal with it anymore.
The 2 new puppies are cute but it's crazy. I am cleaning after them 24*7 by all means. I barely sleep. my sleep became so weak and poor and that makes me tired and moody all day.
Today a new dog is coming for fostering until I will find a good place for her. I hope it's not going to last long because my dad is going to kill me.
other than that, work is pretty depressing, I am writing documents all day, and to be honest, I hate it. I hate the feeling that I am not giving 100% of me at work. (That's because I can't sit 10 hours a day and write document it never was easy for me, and apparently it will never be).
I need to leave Holmes place, I actually hate this place. and today I am going to Bikram Yoga.
The puppies:
I met him yesterday after almost 4 months that I haven't seen him. I was pretty amazed when he started talking about his feelings from the last time we met, I didn't expect it. he said he's sorry and he felt bad about they way he was. but I wasn't mad about it. I was mad about myself and my behavior. weird. weird how I was thinking about him for long time and when I saw him last night at the cheers, I didn't take his number.
I guess destiny is all around, they way our meetings happen. i hope it's for good. (the funny part was when I asked him about the baby).
At work I had some issues but it all seems to be ok and the way wanted it to be. I signed the new contract and I am truly happy there. I love the people I work with, I love the work itself. everything is just good.
I bought some fancy shmency speakers and they are pretty =P
After 7 weeks with the mac I am so happy with it. It's easy to use. I 've got everything I need in it. fast. when I bought it I was a bit scared "what if" but it seems to be just perfect for me My next purchase will be Canon 40D. (I need to get out of my house soon. I need to save money!).
Hedgehog is the law!
There's one thing I don't know how and I can't deal with. Ignorance. whenever I get to face it, it breaks me and kills me. It really is the worst thing someone can experience.
Other than that. I thought killing myself with work will drown these feelings. apparently not.
Pfff. I want to disappear.
And I am still @ work.
I didn't get out of the lab all day (except lunch) so my head is about to explode.
I miss someone really badly.
and. ho yeah. I wanna have some life.
THANK YOU.
till December. bah.
and I am bored. and I need to go. and I pee like every 20 mins!
I wasn't really in the mood for updating tho I had some things to say. it's funny cause sometimes I am in this situation that I feel like I must write on, but then the feelings are gone and when I get to this point where I can actually write. I forget it all. bah.
so on Thursday I went to Daniel's gig and it really kicked ass, I know the music already (rehearsals and their myspace page.). seeing Daniel playing live was great and I was excited for him =P.
work is kinda same. lately I find myself looking for things to do and I actually see that I work pretty fast comparing to my coworkers.
at the gym I feel like I am in some kind of regression. suddenly it 's difficult to me. and I haven't changed anything in my training. bah.
about NYC. I am flying and it's going to be super-fun! yey =). I wanna hug my macbook =P
regarding to the guy, some things are getting better but nothing special! uff.
The trip on Sunday was uber fun. we went south to Metsukey dragot, we had snapling (never going to do it ever again), rangers driving (funfunfun) and some other activities, everything was just so organized.
That's me in the middle struggling on the cliff. (It's not fun at all!!!!!) 
The rangers.
I woke up in 04:36 and felt like I don't need more sleeping so I tried to force myself to sleep some more. then I woke up at 6:30 and said good-bye to my aunties (they're flying back to NYC). and I got to work around 08:00! wah. the weekend was pretty fine, except of some issues, (like working to Friday morning). I was at the cheers on friday night, and it was a blast. I simply love this place =) Saturday I slept most of the day, went to breakfast on the beach with my family, came back and slept some more, woke up at 17:00 and headed to the gym, it was a good training. in the evening I went with Shirley to Santa Fe, a Mexican restaurant. after sitting there like 5 minuets, there was an electrical blackout for the rest of the dinner, it was amusing, especially the bunch of geeks sitting next to us and telling some jokes. at least we didn't pay for the dinner =P
After the succesful dinner we went to Aviel birthday at the cheer it was way too crowded so we thought about going to the Chaser for a beer and then coming back later when we will actually be able to get into the cheers. and so we did. The chaser is a great place with a lot of potential but the problem is that something is missing there and it's probably the atmosphere. There was great music but no good vibes like I get at the cheers (for example). Then we went back to the cheers (thank got they're close to each other) said happy birthday, sat there for 15 minuets and went back home. thats for the weekend.
Yesterday, I had the best training at the gym so far.
Work is getting better, I actually like it here. (I think I've said it before). we're going for a company trip next Sunday, yey (?).
