WOW, I never thought I'd feel like this. I know her since I remember myself, going to schools together, actually living our life together until I moved to Hertzelia. it was extremely weird seeing her like this in her white dress (and don't get me wrong, she looked like a princess), standing there so calm and smiley, so pretty. (I started crying like a stupid girl when I saw her, just couldn't hold myself). It was a perfect night, which I had an honor to take a part in. I had so much fun.
Somewhere I thought about all the thing I lost in the last years we were not that close.. but did realize that these friendships are made from the best kind. (you won't meet them for years but when you get to see each other, it's like nothing happened and you never left each other).
It gave me proportions. 
(in a good way…)
(wah, last week at work).
The wedding was amazing, lots of people, lots of great vibes and love. It's was very exciting seeing Raffy getting married. I know him for 8 years and suddenly seeing him there with Shirley. holding hands. I really wish them all the best.
The party was great as far as I can remember, considering the chemicals I had in my body. (don;t go that far). I barely remember but the huppah and kobi's show =P
ok. enough
2 more holidays. I like it. but I don't.
yeah, I know.
yep, I am on my way up north. Eating breakfast on the way, enjoying this beautiful day in out. last night was nice, had fun with friends and then heading the meimad.
What a perfect day for a change.
gotta move on :)
There are points in life, when you get some information that you're better without.
So this week I faced this kind of information. yes, I didn't wan't it, nor asked for it. But apparently someone wanted to share it with me.
another media that helps these things is the internet of course and facebook in particular.
I should remember that I don't care if you're single or not. =P
bah.
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Ok?
Good.
Sorry little angel that I couldn't give you anything I wanted to. I am sorry that now you're on your own exposed to all the dangers out there. I AM SO SORRY. and I am full of regret but I also feel that it drives me insane, and taking from me and the people surround me a lot of efforts that we can't give right now.
I just hope that you'll find a better place and that you'll have everything I couldn't give you.
I am deeply, truly, sorry. :(
"And nobody's gonna take my love away
And nobody's gonna slow my gentle groove"
cross your fingers.
(I think I need it once again).
your actually, truly 15 minutes of fame is when you die.
suddenly people you haven't seen for years are coming to your funeral,
Speak all these kind words about you, and how good you were.
They didn't come to visit or gave even a phone call when you were dieing for few years.
But, they cry when you leave.
*Remeber when you die, enjoy your fame.
כי כולנו רקנה אנושית אחת חיה
ואם אחד מאיתנו הולך מעמנו
משהו נשאר מת בנו
משהו נשאר איתו.
R.I.P Ducci Sara Vaida.
I am going to miss you.
