I wanna scream,
Finally things are getting better,
Finally I live in a place that I love, I am surrounded by people I love.
I am about to have the biggest change (and I am going to write everything about it, once I am there).
School started few days ago, and it seems that I love this year, much more interesting courses.
all in all, I am getting better after a long time I was down.
I'm thanking for all that.
You woke up on your bad side, everything slips out of your hands, can't bring yourself to do anything.
Basically, in these days,whatever can go wrong, goes wrong.
well, this is my week.
"I sure don't mind a change
But I fell on black days
How would I know
That this could be my fate".. -Soundgarden.
Too bad that's the only side I can see,
Wish we could get closer.
That's the view from Kibbutz Misgav Am (where I'll be living in less than a month) over the border with Lebanon.
So I wanted to be able to upload youtube videos here, and apparently wordpress loves it the hard way. For every feature I want to add to my site I need like tons of things and plugins. So I download this plugin, but now I need to upgrade the wordpress version. boo-hoo, I need to backup everything first. (I really wanna try it without backuping, but if something happens it will probably cost me my life).
Never was a fan on long procedures.
Anyhow, today is my first exam for this semester. Organic chemistry. I am pretty glad to announce that I kinda surprise myself with that. in the whole semester I went only to one lesson, which apparently was boring so I left after one our. And now I studied everything by myself, and it looks like I pretty much know what I am talking about regarding organic chemistry (can't take any responsibility about the rest of the shit I talk about :P).
Had my first job interview in the north, for a small project with my collage. I really want this job and hope to get it and start working already.
Got THE phone call from the owner of my apartment. He didn't my answer my calls since April, and one letter could just solve it all, so he shouted at me, but I surprised myself with the way I handled it (usually I hate being in these situations). the bottom line, I am leaving this apartment on July 31st. hence I got myself and amazing apartment in the most beautiful Kibbutz in the area - Misgav Am… 
can't wait to get there already.
Meanwhile I hope I won't get burned here, it's way too hot.
again I wanted to share some music, but until I get my site done and working with youtube videos, you only get links:
The new so called alice in chains
Seether - great post grunge band I fell inlove again lately. (this is a cover to Pearl jam, which sometimes I think it's even a bit better, but sssshhh).
"and then you realize that it wasn't what you wanted after all"….
An end of an era?
Or the beginning of something new?
Whaever it is, Thank you for what it was….
More than I despite people who hurt me, I despite people who hurt those I love.
Exactly one year ago, I've lost my best friend.
One year that I haven't stopped loving him, missing him, dreaming of him for a second.
He was the most faithful creature I have ever met.
And for the few years I got the chance to be with him, I should thankful for the rest of my life.
You can learn a lot. even from a dog.
Wherever you are, I just hope that you're treated as you should. like a king.
<3
So my parents wanted to surprise me and bought me a car
I got new 2006 white Hyundai Getz
I'm happy and thankful. they're the best.
Always trust your feelings.
If you think he's an ass he probably is.
Lying, is the most pathetic. stupid. shallow. evil thing.
Nothing has changed,
but at least I saw the mirror of 8 years. and I like what I see when I look at it. I did OK.
