I wanna scream,
Finally things are getting better,
Finally I live in a place that I love, I am surrounded by people I love.
I am about to have the biggest change (and I am going to write everything about it, once I am there).
School started few days ago, and it seems that I love this year, much more interesting courses.
all in all, I am getting better after a long time I was down.
I'm thanking for all that.
Too bad that's the only side I can see,
Wish we could get closer.
That's the view from Kibbutz Misgav Am (where I'll be living in less than a month) over the border with Lebanon.
This week was literally crazy. In my 24.5 years, I've never studied as mush as I did this week, From organic chemistry, to fishes, to unorganic chemistry, via cell biology. wow. I felt like I am going to collapse. Who said a BSc in biotechnology is going to be easy?
On Sunday I had lab experiment which I didn't take part in. I definitely don't want to take any part in experiment that include animal. I don't think it's necessary in this part of my studies, I don't think it's necessary to "experience" it now. They can show us a video of these experiments or computerized experiments.
I stayed the weekend up north and as it seems, I am going to spend here a lot of time in the near future. In two wees I'll start my exams and I won't have time to breathe for sure. This weekend I stayed at home all weekend, shared my time between TV, internet, reading, looking for some articles regarding my work on HPV (haven't found anything interesting yet). and of course, my new lover, Dexter. the people who know me, know how I barely watch TV nor allegiance to any series. But this one really kept me busy.
I watched 10 episodes:| that's crazy.
I was all alone in the apartment but needed it more than ever, it was warm and quiet, I really wanted to go biking around today, but didn't have the chance to stop being a couch potato. but hey, I blame dexter for that. BTW, not that the brring, clubing scene is that fun here. I'd rather have the night life of Tel Aviv, with all the respest to where I live know. I kinda wanted to do something, but that something doesn't exist here I guess. The silence here can drive you to insanity. sometimes I love it. sometimes I amm scared by it.
I cooked for my self, bought a bottle of wine but didn't have the chance to open it, I made chicken curry. the best chicken curry ever! with white rice. I found out I really build a name of a cooker among my friends here, it is fun, I love cooking for them, and it flatters when they talk about my cooking 
I terribly miss my dogs, and I miss my parents and some friends.
Hope this week will be a bit easier.
Take me out.
bring me up.
save me. (from myself).
I don’t like this place, I always feel like it will end in a few moments and I’ll go back to my life, then I wake up and realize it’s been only a month and there are 3 more years.
I guess it has something to do with the fact that I don’t enjoy my stay in this apartment. I don’t feel comfortable in my own apt. (too bad the rental contract is until October).
Some ethic issues with the lab experiments I need to figure what I am going to do.
this weekend I am staying up north, hope I’ll get some rest and time with myslef.
it's been the second week here, and my first weekend. Slowly, I am getting used to the north, it's very different from the center. much more quite, very different vibes. everything is easier.
MY schedule is crazy, I am studying 8-122 hours a day that totally kills me, I hope I'll be able to keep on track. and I won't loose it.I got the chance to meet a lot of new people which is always fun. a bit difficult with the roommates, but it's something I was expecting. I am constantly tired lately, probably related to the low iron levels I've got. I know I should take care about it..
I had a great weekend, Keren came over, we traveled a lot around the area, and saw lots of cool animals. last night we cooked dinner and drank some wine, but were too lazy to go out, so we stayed in.
I think I like this place 
Thursday was my last day at work. I did "tofes tiulim" and after work, went to the Inga. I couldn't believe it.. I had a lot of fun. and all the people I love came to celebrate with me. I got REALLY nice presents, and it was actually things I really like. It is sad that I have to live, I met there people that I truly love, and found lots interesting, funny friends.
I spent Friday at home most of the day, then I went to visit my grandfather. When I came back, I felt kinda lonely and needed a friend to be with. so I called Ori, and we both went out for a couple of drinks. I love talking and listening to him. I think he's smart and extremely funny. he always know what say and says it right. I am thankful I had the chance to meet him and have him next to me. and he was actually the only person I wanted to see last night.
Now I am in K8, I brought all of my stuff in here (tho I still have few things in my car). I am terribly excited from the big day tomorrow. I am sure it'll be lots of fun. Good luck to all of the students out ther 
