I met him yesterday after almost 4 months that I haven't seen him. I was pretty amazed when he started talking about his feelings from the last time we met, I didn't expect it. he said he's sorry and he felt bad about they way he was. but I wasn't mad about it. I was mad about myself and my behavior. weird. weird how I was thinking about him for long time and when I saw him last night at the cheers, I didn't take his number.
I guess destiny is all around, they way our meetings happen. i hope it's for good. (the funny part was when I asked him about the baby).
At work I had some issues but it all seems to be ok and the way wanted it to be. I signed the new contract and I am truly happy there. I love the people I work with, I love the work itself. everything is just good.
I bought some fancy shmency speakers and they are pretty =P
After 7 weeks with the mac I am so happy with it. It's easy to use. I 've got everything I need in it. fast. when I bought it I was a bit scared "what if" but it seems to be just perfect for me 
My next purchase will be Canon 40D. (I need to get out of my house soon. I need to save money!).
Hedgehog is the law!
My macbook as promised =)
So I came back on Thursday, and it was a relief to come back I managed to understand that these days when I could have fun with my parents are over and I can’t and should not do it anymore. All in all it was ok, but I am sure there could have been some improvements. On New Year’s Eve I went to a party in the village it was rather disgusting, I spent 100$ on that shitty place with these shitty people. Why did I do it? I still haven’t found the answer.
I bought the macBook finally and it’s white and pretty =P (pictures will be up soon). I gave up the camera idea until the next time (or at least until I get that amount of money).
On Friday night my cell phone has been stolen by some idiot at the cheers. I was a bit upset especially because I lost some of the pictures from New York. At least I got the chance to meet someone that night.
Back to work. Some things are good. Some are not.
I have to live with that I guess.
Me and Daniel are completely geeks. we actually had a leopard mini party in my house last night. lol
Thanks to Daniel for the picture.
I wasn't really in the mood for updating tho I had some things to say. it's funny cause sometimes I am in this situation that I feel like I must write on, but then the feelings are gone and when I get to this point where I can actually write. I forget it all. bah.
so on Thursday I went to Daniel's gig and it really kicked ass, I know the music already (rehearsals and their myspace page.). seeing Daniel playing live was great and I was excited for him =P.
work is kinda same. lately I find myself looking for things to do and I actually see that I work pretty fast comparing to my coworkers.
at the gym I feel like I am in some kind of regression. suddenly it 's difficult to me. and I haven't changed anything in my training. bah.
about NYC. I am flying and it's going to be super-fun! yey =). I wanna hug my macbook =P
regarding to the guy, some things are getting better but nothing special! uff.
yes yes yes yes yes yes yes!!!!!!
I'm flying to NYC!!!
December 23rd! :):):) I am going to bring my macbook by myself!
slowly but safe, I am about to complete my wish-list. ok, not. but I am one step closer..
I did this major movement of moving to mac, and for now. WOW. what can I say? I am in love. I took the Daniel's mac-mini and I am so happy with it. first of all, I don't feel like I am in a battle field anymore, the noises that my PC used to do, wow. everyhing is so comfortable.
at work, I don't really find myself in the social life. It's the first time that something like that happens to me. never had a social problems anywhere before. no matter where I was I found myself. and I don't find myself there… too bad it can effect me in some ways. I had some issues with the guy who in-charge of my training and I almost cried there. urgh. I just felt like he's laughing at me..
at the gym everything is ok, I found out that on Friday I've got the best music to train with (Friday rock jukebox on VH1). I broke my 5 km and now I am running 6 km I never thought I'd say anything like that but I actually love it, and go there 4-5 times a week, I never thought I'de wake up and go to the gym before work, NEVER.
I uploaded alot of pictures
I am off to the shower now.
