I wanna scream,
Finally things are getting better,
Finally I live in a place that I love, I am surrounded by people I love.
I am about to have the biggest change (and I am going to write everything about it, once I am there).
School started few days ago, and it seems that I love this year, much more interesting courses.
all in all, I am getting better after a long time I was down.
I'm thanking for all that.
it's been the second week here, and my first weekend. Slowly, I am getting used to the north, it's very different from the center. much more quite, very different vibes. everything is easier.
MY schedule is crazy, I am studying 8-122 hours a day that totally kills me, I hope I'll be able to keep on track. and I won't loose it.I got the chance to meet a lot of new people which is always fun. a bit difficult with the roommates, but it's something I was expecting. I am constantly tired lately, probably related to the low iron levels I've got. I know I should take care about it..
I had a great weekend, Keren came over, we traveled a lot around the area, and saw lots of cool animals. last night we cooked dinner and drank some wine, but were too lazy to go out, so we stayed in. 
I think I like this place 
I came back home in the night between Wednesday and Thursday since my dog didn’t feel quite comfortable in my apartment, I guess not being around his regular place and my other dog makes him feel uncomfortable. I thought being around me would do the job. Well, I was wrong. He actually “asked” me to take him. he was acting strange.
On Thursday I went to take pictures for this band, I really enjoyed their music. Kinda the stuff I’m listening to. After their rehearsal I went with Daniel to eat something and back home.
On Friday Daniel came and we drove up to the Carmel Mt. There, in Beit-Oren, Shilo (a friend that I met through Daniel) got married with Michal. It was a bit weird that some of my friends are actually getting married.. But it’s was a beautiful wedding, semi-religious, which was very interesting for me. This place is amazing.
On Friday night me and Daniel went out and got pretty drunk at the Cheers, we had funny conversations (the TMI kind). and laughed a lot =) I took Daniel to his home and met another friend of mine, I kept on drinking (which wasn’t the smartest thing to do…) and then fall asleep over his place. woke up around 10AM still a bit drunk, with the worst nausea ever. drove home cause I had a lunch for my BD (in 2 days), but i didn’t enjoyed it. I wanted to be only with my family, and instead my mom invited the whole world, we didn’t eat together. bahh. at night i wanted to go to see Eric Berman, but for some reason I was so depressed I didn’t know what to do with myself, so I decided to come back to Jerusalem, which usually it’s not that smart cause being here alone doesn’t make me feel any better, but when I was on my way out my mother saw me and realized something is not right, she convinced me to stay and talk with her, i cried a lot, told her some of the things that makes me feel sad and why lately I can’t study nor sleep good. It just felt good to talk to someone. afterwords I watched TV till I fell asleep.
Today I had a meeting about studying in the states, it was great, they gave me the best options for me.. and I’m considering it now. but first I must finish here..
* Everything is getting harder. exactly when I think I know what want, I meet someone who makes me think again if I doing the right thing, I think god is testing me. I’m under a magnifying glass.
* After all my super uncle couldn’t fix my lens.
* I saw thistoday and I really miss the 90210 ^___^
So I was working all day to fix everything around here.
I woke up at 7:30 drove to Yahud, I had the job interview in El-Al airlines. it took 3 hours and I wasn’t expecting it. they only need workers for Frankfurt, I kept the process cause I didn’t want to say ‘no’ when I’m not sure. They should call me back and give me an answer untill the weekend.
I didn’t sleep all day nor studied and it’s pretty bad. I think now might go now and study.
In the next few weeks I hope to find a better theme for the site, till now that was the best one.
I thought this whole blog thing will be much more easy for me. uff. I am already tired.
please come back later.
Hey, I decided to go for this one since I am going to do one of the biggest steps in my life. In less than 2 months I am going to finish my studying and I decided I want to move out. Out of the country where I will have to start my life from zero.
I chose to start it today, cause I got a phone call today from El-Al airlines and I am going for an job interview on Tuesday morning. I am very excited since I really want this job.
The country I am going to move to is Germany (I prefer Berlin\Hamburg), I chose this country since its my favorite country, from the first time Ive been there I fell in love.
