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your serenity, your sense of humor, your intelligence.
all I wanna do is kiss your lips.
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I saw Tal Burnstein at the gym today. I was staring at him and he is sexy, and I love Maccabi Tel AViv. screw you =)

it did pinch my heart.
Why ho, why?

The dinner was good, we were only 7 people which was weird, but the food was great and I liked the limited way. right after dinner I went to the cheers. Guy joined me there and I saw Shani with Ami and then Dina also joined us. I got to see 'N' lol. =P after the cheers Guy was too drunk to drive all the way to Jerusalem and came over. now something really strange happened that night. when I woke up at 9:00am, I saw that someone took the mirror of my wall and put it on the floor, most of my make-up fell on the floor, all the books where out of the shelves and there was water all over the floor. the weirdest part is that when we went to sleep around 4am everything was in the right place. I didn't touch it, Guy says he didn't touch it as well and the door was locked all night.
Seriously, WHAT HAPPENED?
On Thursday night I went out to the sublime to say happy birthday to Morag, and I was suffering there, literally. I can't remember when was the last time I didn't want to stay in some place as I didn't want to stay there. the moment Daniel arrived I was like "we're going. NOW". so we headed to the cheers. once again, and I think I found that I can't sit there another night cause I felt like I wanna go after 40 minutes (which never happened to me before). The music was cool and 'N' was there. but it didn't feel as good as i was expecting. we went home and talked in the car for another hour or so.
On Friday I had Shani's bridal shower. I finally got to give her the present. and I am glad she liked it. it was nice, but I felt a bit like an outsider, don't know, didn't get along with most of the girls and the jokes. at least I learned about the people I want to hang out with and those I feel uncomfortable with. After that I went for sushi with Daniel, and went about around his block and sat @the mate bar. Actually the music there kinda surprised me, and there was a cute dog with his cuter owner =P I had fun with D, and actually told him some stories from the past that I never told him and it was funny and embarrassing =).

coming back home alone wasn't the best way to end the evening.. but.. I'll manage. 
and I think that now I know what it feels for a guy when experiencing an impotence. at least that was the first thing I felt, few days ago. 

Tomorrow, work again. I feel like I already want to go there. hehehe =) 

Happy New (jewish) Year. 

How bad it actually is, but t did make me feel bad.
I don't know what made me look for it, I usually don't care about it. I guess its just because I miss you, and thought hoped you're feeling the same way.
It doesn't really matter, I still miss you more than anything right now..

we talked
you called
you came
*E*

you disappeared. 

lawyers are good in bed. (except one, but he'll grow up one day. at least I hope for him).

I can’t,

I don’t,

I shouldn’t,

I won’t.

That I am falling in love?

It’s been a looooong time since I felt that way about someone. Feeling like I want to see him and be with him all the time.

Something in his limpidness, in both means, makes me feel so comfortable when I am around him. I just hope for good…