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Finally. and I am totally excited :).

Let me enjoy this weekend. 

and I can't wait anymore.

Things are finally getting better, 

All The pieces fit the picture as I always wanted to see it.

Some of you have helped me a lot :) 

I just want to keep it that way :)

(3 days for that, 10 days for another)… 

I am just tired. It's been a rough week for many reasons.

The only thing I don't want to go thru right now, is another game. 

I miss someone special.

That's why it is never getting anywhere. I just can't deal with.

I am just tired of running into dead ends.

What a gloomy night it is. 

I need to face that I missed that train, and I should let it go.

Friday was extremely fun.
I met Daniel, we went to Olive and then we headed the Mate. which surprisingly it is not allowed to smoke there (yey). we came pretty early so we sat on the bar, the DJ was pretty good. Heard things I've never heard in a bar before. I met a nice guy tat sat next to us. in the beginning he looked a bit angry but when we started talking he revealed a nice person. we were laughing and he said that I am "extremely cute" :D. (that was a good one for my ego that been murdered lately..) around 01:30 we left the bar. Daniel went home and I went to the cheers for Adi's birthday. I haven't been there for few weeks and kinda missed the place. Nadav was the barmen and it was fun seeing him as well. I saw there a lot of people that I haven't seen for long time. around 03:00AM I was so wasted. I went to pee and when I came out I saw the guy from the Mate (Yoav).It was funny we looked at each other and smiled and decided we should leave the place.
Before I left I gave someone my number, the problem is that this special someone used to date a friend of mine…. bah.
נו מילא.
saturday night, was bad.

I don't even want to think about it. 

"Its crazy but its true I only want to be with you"

I wasn't really in the mood for updating tho I had some things to say. it's funny cause sometimes I am in this situation that I feel like I must write on, but then the feelings are gone and when I get to this point where I can actually write. I forget it all. bah.

so on Thursday I went to Daniel's gig and it really kicked ass, I know the music already (rehearsals and their myspace page.). seeing Daniel playing live was great and I was excited for him =P. 

work is kinda same. lately I find myself looking for things to do and I actually see that I work pretty fast comparing to my coworkers.
at the gym I feel like I am in some kind of regression. suddenly it 's difficult to me. and I haven't changed anything in my training. bah. 

about NYC. I am flying and it's going to be super-fun! yey =). I wanna hug my macbook =P
regarding to the guy, some things are getting better but nothing special! uff.

* the weekend is over tomorrow is the company trip to Jerusalem. I am so tired of thinking.
* I had a nice family dinner tonight in Fabiana, Italian restaurant in Tel Aviv.
* Three nights in a row @ cheers and I never get tired. last night was extremely fun with Shirley, and Nedev was the bartender. on Thursday I went there with Daniel, we arrived around 02:45 AM and it felt like home. * it came to me that when my father was half anesthetized on his bypass surgery, I was in his mind and all he was thinking was me. it just strengthening my opinion about our relationship :)
* I am tired.
* I like taking pictures with the new cellphone.
* my nephew is the cutest.
* and I kept thinking about the guy all the weekend. :S

Fabiana