it's not a secret I've been terribly scared of the alarms . since the war in the south started, I came up north with an insecurity feeling that something is going to happen. The problem was that I couldn't fall a sleep, every strange sound froze my hear. and still, a week after the alarms in the north, it keeps driving me insane. I barely sleep, every lil noise wakes me up. it takes me hours to fall a sleep. and I am now afraid being alone more than ever before.
I keep the first 20 seconds from the same morning running in my head. (without wanting it of course). and now I am heading a stressful month with all the exams, and I seriously don't know how to handle it.
so I wanted to go to sleep and instead I find myself bitching here. anything but turning the lights off.
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