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I haven't been writing for a long time. too many things kept me busy. The new dogs, Pluto, My work. everything changes every day.

 Yesterday it has been 2 months since Pluto has gone, as stupid as it may sound for some of the people, I can't get over it. I am thinking about it ALL the time. I miss him like I've never missed anyone in my life. I never thought he took such a big part of me. Last night I woke up around 03:30AM cause I thought I heard him barking, I came out of the window to see if it's him and to call him but then I realized it was Steve.
I can't deal with it anymore. 

The 2 new puppies are cute but it's crazy. I am cleaning after them 24*7 by all means. I barely sleep. my sleep became so weak and poor and that makes me tired and moody all day.

Today a new dog is coming for fostering until I will find a good place for her. I hope it's not going to last long because my dad is going to kill me.

other than that, work is pretty depressing, I am writing documents all day, and to be honest, I hate it. I hate the feeling that I am not giving 100% of me at work. (That's because I can't sit 10 hours a day and write document it never was easy for me, and apparently it will never be). 

I need to leave Holmes place, I actually hate this place. and today I am going to Bikram Yoga. 

 The puppies:

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